One last thought before bed....

I'm being pushed out of my comfort zone. My ideas, my thoughts and my plans are being challenged! It's good a thing--uncomfortable, but still good.
I'm excited to see where it leads.

the immediate

one thing i can't seem to overcome, is my need for immediate results. i know i need to learn to wait. to continue to persevere and hold strong. everything in God's timing. but you know what? sometimes i don't like His timing. i cry aloud a big fat "BOO!!!" and say, "come on G! you know me. and you know I need these results."
but alas, i must wait for His timing. so sucky! and that really bites.
yes, that's what i said. it bites!!

in the end, there is nothing that i can do about it.

so on His timing, I wait!!

i need sleep

i'm so very tired. it's probably because i haven't been sleeping well. i'm hoping that when i close my eyes here in a few minutes, i will drift off to sleep easily and peacefully.

plus, i've been having the weirdest and most bizarre dreams lately. for instance, last night, i remember vividly that Beyonce was in my dream. and i said to her...

"it's not always about you Beyonce!"

yeah. i don't know what that was all about?

puzzle pieces

i have a lot on my mind right now--(and that's definitely an understatement). and it's all very interesting, perplexing, exciting, frustrating, unfathomable, etc, etc. these thoughts and ideas are like a bunch of puzzle pieces, and as i look at them right now it's a big jumbled mess. they don't seem like they will ever fit. EVER.
yet, somehow, i know they will begin to mold into each other.

i think as they come together...even i will be surprised by the picture.