One last thought before bed....

I'm being pushed out of my comfort zone. My ideas, my thoughts and my plans are being challenged! It's good a thing--uncomfortable, but still good.
I'm excited to see where it leads.

the immediate

one thing i can't seem to overcome, is my need for immediate results. i know i need to learn to wait. to continue to persevere and hold strong. everything in God's timing. but you know what? sometimes i don't like His timing. i cry aloud a big fat "BOO!!!" and say, "come on G! you know me. and you know I need these results."
but alas, i must wait for His timing. so sucky! and that really bites.
yes, that's what i said. it bites!!

in the end, there is nothing that i can do about it.

so on His timing, I wait!!

i need sleep

i'm so very tired. it's probably because i haven't been sleeping well. i'm hoping that when i close my eyes here in a few minutes, i will drift off to sleep easily and peacefully.

plus, i've been having the weirdest and most bizarre dreams lately. for instance, last night, i remember vividly that Beyonce was in my dream. and i said to her...

"it's not always about you Beyonce!"

yeah. i don't know what that was all about?

puzzle pieces

i have a lot on my mind right now--(and that's definitely an understatement). and it's all very interesting, perplexing, exciting, frustrating, unfathomable, etc, etc. these thoughts and ideas are like a bunch of puzzle pieces, and as i look at them right now it's a big jumbled mess. they don't seem like they will ever fit. EVER.
yet, somehow, i know they will begin to mold into each other.

i think as they come together...even i will be surprised by the picture.

Candy Store Fun

Good times, good times!!

Videos

you need to go see these amazing videos on YouTube.

the first one is called Amazing Beatbox in the Train.

and the second is Marvin Gaye singing the National Anthem.

yeah. so go watch them.

i'm getting braver...

and that makes me happy!!

that's all. :)