Randomness

Off the top of my head....

• My feet are killing me. Running is stupid and I have blisters. But i'm not going to be a quitter.
• Sometimes I want to #hashtag everything. Emails and texts...post it notes. Yeah, it's a problem.  
• The song i'm listening to has an oboe in it. Something about the haunting sounds of the oboe speak parts of my heart and soul. 
• It's been an awkwardly rough yet cleansing day. 
• I miss my family. I want my mommy. 
• I've been praying to start dreaming again. God answers quick sometimes. 
• I've been contemplating on a few thoughts to write about via blog, etc. My creative writing juices are starting to flow again. (see above thought)
• I'm thinking it's time to start throwing my "love" parties on unsuspecting recipients. Those were amazing times. I love speaking the Father's heart during those surprise parties. 
• Sometimes....well, it doesn't matter. You don't need to know everything. 
• I love you. I like you. But more importantly, Jesus loves you. 

today...

• my face decided to break out like it was a middle school-er.
• i received my Christmas presents from the Stum-y-Garcia household, so now i have to sit and stare at them. Will i open early? probably not. i was 100% forbidden. Wow!!
• i spoke all evening in a variety of accents. often times, meshed together. and when that occurred...let's just say it more or less sounded like a pirate. Arr, matey!
• i laughed a lot today. then cried some too. it's been a mixture of emotions.
• i just noticed this has been my 2nd worst year--since i've begun--in the bloggy blog world. i over think it. all the time.
• i sing because i'm happy, i sing because i'm free
• i think it's time to start dreaming again
• i just like to smile. smiling's my favorite!

Off the top of my head...

•  My head is pounding this morning. Must be the change in weather that is looming*. Or maybe even the champagne before bed last night to celebrate a friend.
• I feel the need to bake something this weekend. But what?
• So far, Siri, hasn't been all that helpful to me? Disappointed. 
• I need to start running**. Running is stupid. But, yet, running is good for you. Plus I somehow committed myself to a half marathon in April. I'm screwed.
• Speaking of April, I can't wait for my photo shoot, styled by the amazing Jill Carter of Common Couture to commemorate my birthday. Check her out y'all!!
• I need the warmth of a beach next to an ocean.
• Would really like to take a nap right now. 

*Not feeling any type of excitement for snow quite yet!! 
**Okay, I have been running, but not with joy in my heart. So maybe I need to change my attitude.

off the top of my head...

Colorado, you were AMAZING!!!

Carter & Kofahl Fams, I MISS you so much.

Sarah & Jenn, thanks for the uncontrollable LAUGHS this past Friday.

Blonde Girl, step OFF my unicorn be-@tc#!!

Unicorn, get in gear and become a stallion ALREADY.

Those who aren't in the unicorn know, so SORRY!!

YMCA of BV, oh shucks...I HEART you. So happy to see as many of you as I did.

Lady on the plane, you really need to learn rules of PERSONAL space.

Sickness, here's a flash: I'm SICK of you. Go away.

Shannon, I love YOUR love of the Bachelorette and Adam Levine.

Utah, I missed you. I feel I'm getting into the swing of things here. You make me HAPPY.

Alka Seltzer, WORK your healing wonders.

Bed, I'll be seeing you SOON!!!!!!!!

Off the top of my head...

I'm really excited I was able to see Amber Sweeney this evening--even if it was just for dinner. Sometimes, layovers, area good thing.

I'm irritated that I'm not sleeping right at this moment.

Friends are amazing gifts that should be treasured and celebrated. Even the fake ones. You know who you are (wink, wink!!)...I adore you!!

I miss the Stum-y-Garcia's. SO MUCH!!

Reunions in airports always make me weepy. My heart is still smiling from the ones I saw today.

I love people watching. You learn so much, merely by observing.

Apparently, God hears me LOUD and CLEAR! Hmpphhh!! Well, then why does He not give me what I want, or work in my time frame, or do things the way I see it, or...? Seriously, Isn't it all about me? Wait, what? It's not. Tragic.

I didn't run or walk today. I almost feel guilty. Almost.

All we need is love. Love is all we need.

some favorites

i know i haven't blogged in a bit. Jon Acuff told me that if i wanted to keep my readers i needed to give you something every day. i'm learning folks, i'm learning. it's a process. still learning balance of my blog. 'Cause trust me, i got lots to say. blah, blah, blah. i do have some thoughts for you, but until i can put them down here for your eyes to feast upon, here are some of my favorites lately for you to enjoy as much as I have...

1. The body image of a Coke Bottle blog post by the amazingly talented Jill Carter of Common Couture.
2. Anything by Jon Acuff.
3. My girl crush, Zooey Deschanel. Oh, Zooey, I covet thy oxen. (i.e. all of her talent and utter coolness)
4. I've been enjoying Pinterest lately. It's a great place to organize and keep all things Y-O-U! My friend Misty is a Pinterest maniac. She has like 3o something boards and over 1600 pins. That's what I love about her. :)
5. Close your eyes and enjoy, Hope Glenn...

and...GO...

• The gloominess of the weather needs to change soon. I need me some sun!!
• I'm enjoying my job. I can tell that I'm really going to like it there.
• Having bunny ears antennae, rather than cable can be disappointing at times. No Idol for me tonight. It's the home town visits. Those are the best.
• I miss my CO family. I need me some Libby Lou. She is the best snuggler.
• Haven't been sleeping at night. Boo!! Just took 2 Advil PM.
• A Fancy Feast commercial came on that just made me get all teary eyed. And, I hate cats.
• I have a headache because I haven't slept much the last couple of weeks. Hence the Advil PM. I NEED to sleep.
• I'm getting sleepy. Seriously.
• Excited about girls night tomorrow with Halen. On a school night...even better.
• Still excited about my new adventure here in Utah!!

Ready? Go....

• job hunting can be damaging to the ego. 35+ jobs and counting that i have applied to so far.
• homesickness is not fun. but I also know it doesn't mean the decision was wrong. Time will tell.
• learning a new rhythm of life is scary and exciting all at the same time. basically, i can create anything i want and be who I know i am....if i just believe in myself.
• Ikea is the wonder place to roam when you are sad. seriously, grab a twist cone and just roam. it does wonders.
• emails, calls, texts and letters from home do wonders for the soul!!
• thinking about volunteering at Make-a-Wish Foundation.
• Thinking I need to go explore the city some more to see where else i can apply. Might end up at Ikea before days end.

that's all!!