Monday, February 28, 2011

can't get enough of...

1. Adele

Love her, love her, love her!! I'm loving her new album 21. I listen to it on repeat 24/7. The first track on the album called "Rolling in the Deep," moves me in ways I can't explain. It's her voice, the musicality, the drums, the feeling of the song...it all beckons something deep within me. I can't even explain it. But I know that every time I listen to it, it evokes crazy emotions out of me. From crying to happiness to overall courage. And the drums just call me. I'm positive thats the natural tribalness in me. I must see her when she tours the grand ole U.S. of A. (Hope, don't buy tickets without me!!) Seriously. I absolutley love her.




2. A Million Miles in a Thousand Years by Donald Miller

This book has totally been changing the way I see my life. It makes me look closer at what I want my story to be. And there's really nothing fancy schmancy about it other than its simplicity of making you look at your life differently. It's really helping me face the giants and not feel like such a grasshopper. I'm halfway through it, but can already tell that I will re-read this book.

"fear is a manipulative emotion that can trick us into living a boring life."

Boring no more, my friends. And, giants, I'm gonna come at you like a spider monkey!


3. Dessert

Yep. Utter yummyness. Living with Ellyn and Rhonda has changed me in so many ways for the better. And that statement alone deserves a whole other post. However, at this time, one thing I will always include in my life because of them from now on is simply this...dessert. For so many years I would feel guilty about dessert. There's so much more to this on an emotional level and how I can equate dessert to letting go and enjoying the sweetness of life, but we'll keep it light. Actually, I have had dessert almost every night that I have lived with them and have continued to drop the pounds--maybe not super fast but the point is I'm not adding them. And that's without working out. Booyah!! Yeah, I said that. I'm not sure I have ever said that before. Weird. Again, there's more to this on a differnet level. But like I said before, we're keeping it light for now.


4. Vino

"Red, red wine you make me feel so fine, you keep me rockin' all of the time."

Name that tune and you'll win a prize. Okay probably not, but it was fun to say.


5. Olive

Love this munchkin face. I keep trying to steal her from my friend Danielle but to no avail. Fortunately, she comes and hangs out with me at my house every now and then. Plus I get to see her at the Y every day.





and last, for now, but certainly not least....

6. Carlos

He works at Beauty Brands in Boulder and always makes my hair so damn sexy. He and I will be meeting again very soon. He always gets a good laugh at me when I'm in because when he is done wiht my hair I normally flip it around in the mirror and say the ever so famous pantene commercial line, "don't hate me because i'm beautiful!"

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

Home Sick: Day 2

I didn't go to work again today. Too bad it's not because I'm having a day-o-fun off of work. But, oh NO, I'm still feeling craptacular. So on Day 2 of being home this is what I'm up to while I'm going stir crazy in the negative degree weather.

1. Sleeping. Lots of sleeping.

2. Emergen C, Alka Seltzer and a few sinus rinse's here and there. I know. Yuck. But to know me, is to know all of me.

3. Reading, "A soft place to land". Almost done with that and will move on to "East of Eden" by Steinbeck.

4. Finally showered. That changes the attitude immensely.

5. Still celebrating in the fact that I finally beat jillbutterfly once in a game of words with friends. Word!



Who know's when or if I'll ever see that again.

6. Lots of ANTM and Grey's.

7. Thinking of my first trip to the Portland, Oregon/Battle Ground, WA area to visit some lovely ladies. Here I come Amber and Jessicca. Hope you're ready for me.

8. Lunch = popcorn and chocolate

9. Thinking and thinking.



10. Attempting to bloggy blog.

Monday, January 31, 2011

Wow. It's been awhile. I'm still here. Just haven't felt like blogging. Not that I haven't had much to say....just haven't felt like writing it all down in blogger world. I'm sure my random randomyness will pop up again soon.

Stay tuned!!

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

it's been awhile...

but ...
i'm still here.
i'm still alive.
i'm still being.
i'm still loving.

Saturday, November 20, 2010

the thoughts.
oh the thoughts.
i haven't slept a full night in over 2 weeks.
i'm learning i can run,
but i can't hide!!



pblhhh, flibberflob!!!

Monday, November 15, 2010

chocolate chip disaster

This weekend I had a FAIL of epic proportions. I managed to screw up not 1, but 2 chocolate chip cookie batches. It killed my spirit a little. Not much, but a little. I have never in my life thrown out cookie batter. And to do it twice was death to my ego. I'm not sure how I can face heading into prime holiday baking season with this hanging over my head now.

My roommates, Ginger and Mary Anne, said they wanted to taste it to see if it was as bad as I thought it was...but, I was so frustrated I dumped the batter in the trash. I may, or may not, get a little feisty and irrational when I'm upset about something when it comes to culinary creations. Regardless, I know something was wrong. A baker just knows. It was off. It was not even satisfactory....in my opinion. And since I was the one baking, I'm the one that says, Yay or Nay!!! And NAY it was folks, Nay it was.

I'm hoping that this looming cloud of depression of failing so bionically when it comes to baking won't hover long. But, I've decided the best thing to do is bake something this week to overcome the tragedy of the chocolate chip cookies. Then I'll be back in the game. Right? Right!!

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

To Rahlunn, Love Zane





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