Wednesday, June 30, 2010
ps and by the way....
Some may have been lame and/or trivial posts, but the point is...I did what I said. Whoopity-freakin'-hooo. Look what I can do!! And actually I do notice a difference its made, because I find that the creative juices have been flowing again; which was my main goal. To dig out that inner creativity within me that's been lying dormant.
Now, I challenge you to create your own blog challenge. (Psst, Kate, I'm talking to you!!)
I leave you with this, and yes I know I'm ripping off the Nike catchphrase, "Just do it!"
Or to be Oprahesque, "Live your best life!" Acutally, too bad Oprah uses that all the time, because it's actually something to strive for, so yeah, Live your best life!
becoming gold
"Being shaped is never easy. Becoming gold is never as easy or as quick as I would like it to be. Have you ever felt that way? Whether it’s a job that is slowly wearing you down or a relationship that feels tangled or a dream that is dying on the vine as you work somewhere to pay the bills, life is not always easy. And to be honest, there are days when I want to yell, “Where are you God? I catch no glimpse of you!”
But the truth for me and the truth for you, is that he is at work.
Even if we do not see him. Even if we catch no glimpse of him. Even if the testing weighs heavy, he is in motion. He is unchanging. He is relentless with his grace and mercy and love.
He knows the way we take.
And he will bring us forth as gold."
I think Jon Acuff with his Serious Wednesday post, is reading my journals and knows exactly what's going on in my mind. Again, here he goes addressing what's been ruminating around in my mind.
Go read his new post, here!
Tuesday, June 29, 2010
victory is mine, almost
Monday, June 28, 2010
9 at 9
2. Coldstone is yummyness. My pick tonight, "All lovin', no oven"!
3. I'm very fond of Liz Lewis. She gets me. That makes my heart happy.
4. Courageous: I need to find this within me again.
5. Sometimes people just suck.
6. Cold gummy bears are hard to chew.
7. I'm blessed to have amazing friends who've journeyed with me through some craptacular moments during this season in my life.
8. My milkshake brings all the boys to the yard.
9. I heart Jesus so so so much. Even when I think He doesn't see me, He does.
Sunday, June 27, 2010
Water from the dry well
It was amazing!!! My heart and soul needed the Jesus love that I experienced tonight.
::insert sigh of relief here::
More details to come later.
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Saturday, June 26, 2010
Jeeping
Friday, June 25, 2010
Yay
Thursday, June 24, 2010
picture it: Louisville, June 24, 2010
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
Faith like Robbie P.
That little ditty came from a blog that I enjoyed ever so much today. Because, I too, have faith like Robert Pattinson and Jon Acuff
Having faith like Robert Pattinson
Go Read it, now!!
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
Take It Easy
Monday, June 21, 2010
off the top of my head...
It's really loud in my office right now. Excruciatingly loud. It thundered or there was lightening or something of that sorts, so all of the swim folk have come indoors to wait it out. Right outside my window where I'm suppose to work. This is not conducive to a working environment.
I'm supposed to be taking a 2 week sabotical from worry and learning to just "wait!" Well, see how that goes.
I hear thunder. I'm supposed to be catching a bus in an hour. I hope the rain goes away.
I am super tan, er I mean super brown, and am burnt in a few places that aren't that fun to be burnt. Yes, the ladies are smokin'! Figuratively and seriously.
I'm proud of myself for keeping up with my blog challenge. Even if some posts are lame. The point is I'm posting.
I'm waiting for Jenn to post a blog. I asked her to an hour or so ago. Where is it Jenn?
It's POURING down rain right now. Creepy rain. Again, I have to take a bus in about an hour. Whoop, whoop for rain!! I got this, right?
Now there's hail. Large balls of hail. Ah, Shitake!!
That's all folks.
Sunday, June 20, 2010
Saturday, June 19, 2010
L.A.
Might be a bit hyper away from the chaos, though. The girls have been patient and full of grace.
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Friday, June 18, 2010
Jacki's 30th
Thursday, June 17, 2010
Cantankerous
I had a few things to call him too. But, alas, I can't do that...nor would I want to. Okay, maybe sometimes I want to.
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Wednesday, June 16, 2010
i'm so.....
I have a secret that will be revealed tonight. Whoop, whoop!! It's going to be a smorgasboard of love for one lovely recipient.
Whoop, whoop!!!
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
rushing
Monday, June 14, 2010
resume's
Sunday, June 13, 2010
rainy day
Saturday, June 12, 2010
G-ma C
Man, I miss her!!!
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Friday, June 11, 2010
Tequila
Too much tequila!!!
Again, it's been a rough week. Really rough.
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Thursday, June 10, 2010
"I can do anything good!"
Not kidding.
Needless to say it has been horrible at the Y. Oh, Summertime. Summertime is rough at the Y for me. Yesterday I was bitched out by almost every parent that called in and/or came up to my window. For real. I had a breakdown in the registration office when my boss walked in from being M.I.A for 4 days and her first order of business was to pile on more work. Have I mentioned that I'm already drowning and am behind as is at this point? I know I'm not supposed to take it personally, but when EVERYONE is bitching at you and you feel like you don't have support, it wears you down. Once the tears came my boss told me to walk outside and take a breather and pull my self together. Fortunately for me, Jacki and Jill were at the Y, so I could go find them poolside and take a moment to regroup. When I was walking out to the pool I was accosted with love by some of my favorite kiddos. First, Libby, who is a kindred spirit, and then I heard this voice go, "hi, hi, hi" and I looked for the voice and saw Zeph running for me and he gave me a big wet hug. I didn't even care. I just took in the lovin'. Then of course, Ava, Zane and Ella are always there with love for me when they are at the Y. There's something so pure and fantastic about kids and their love for you. It can't be faked. You get the real deal with kids.
It was a much needed break.
When Jill was leaving and I had started crying at my window, again (sheesh!), from being overwhelmed, she went and got me an iced caramel machiatto. And when she came back she left me with a drink and some words of wisdom that went something like this...."don't let these jokers get you down"!
My hero, for sure!!!
Yesterday was just one of those days. It is what it is. Today, after my affirmation, I had a better attitude and felt ready to face the crazies. Nothing necessarily changed regarding work and the people, but I felt more ready to conquer the day.
Anyway...for those of you that need a little affirmation to get your day going. Check out this wee gem.
Okay, your turn. Try it out in the morning before you walk out the door.
Wednesday, June 9, 2010
Tuesday, June 8, 2010
Sometimes you just have to say it
Monday, June 7, 2010
today
not a fun day.
not a miserable day.
but a busy, busy day.
today I was yelled at by parents.
happy parents.
mad parents.
parents.
they are all starting to look the same.
today I pondered the mysteries of the world.
Who am I?
Where am I going in life?
What's for lunch?
Couldn't come up with answers.
today.
Oh today.
today. today.
today was quite a day.
if you type out the word "today" enough, it really starts to look strange and altogether wrong. Pblhhh....
Sunday, June 6, 2010
Matteo and Tiramisu
Now I like baking. I like cupcakes. I like tiramisu. However, I have never made tiramisu in full cake form; yet, I decide to embark on 3 dozen mini ones. Yeppers. Why do I do this to myself? I know not. I look up recipes and try to find one that will be delectable and not overly hard to make. I knew it wouldn't be easy, but I was hoping to find something I could make on my first try. Let me tell you that Tiramisu is a daunting and a time stealing baking endeavor. But in short, and via photo, it went a little something like this....
First you have about a million ingredients. Yes, I'm prone to the dramatic. Below is just a few of those ingredients.
Then you start the cake portion....
Again...mixing with the hand mixer. That Kitchenaid is so elusive in my life. So sad!!
Plus you need to have a handy dandy assistant. Love you Jenn! Look at her separate those yolks and whites.
Once all the mixing is done you get this yummyness. I could have eaten the batter on its own. Yeah, I said it. Deal.
Then you put your batter in the pans and bake.
While the cupcakes are baking, you begin the decadence. The icing. Which the primary ingredients are marcapone cheese and heavy whipping cream.
On to the mixing of the icing....again, using that hand mixer. When all is said and done, you come up with this sweet, delectable, oh my gosh I'm going to eat this whole bowl icing. Just look at that photo. I was proud of myself. And mind you, I used a hand mixer. It was a hard task, but I managed. It was so yummy you would have to pause and ponder the goodness of it all.
Once the cupcakes have cooled and while your amazing, i'm going to eat the whole bowl and not feel guilty, icing is chilling you layer on the kahlua, rum and espresso mix onto the tops of cupcakes.
After that you pipe on the to die for icing and then garnish to your liking. I chose chocolate shavings and a chocolate covered espresso bean to top it all off.
Ta da....!!
These cupcakes, I can confidently stay, were fan-flippin-tastic. Everyone loved them and I felt accomplished and proud of myself--and Jenn, my patient helper. But apparently, I'm much more relaxed than I used to be. At least Jenn noted that from my easy response from when we had a few mishaps. I believe with the first problem, instead of freaking out, I said..."Uh, Houston, we have a problem!" And when Jenn appeared, she saw that the ease of how I stated my sentence was not in accordance with the disaster brewing in the oven. Note to you and to self: when you are getting a recipe from a random stranger, sometimes they leave out very important facts about how much tiramisu can rise. Yeah!! (insert the roll of my eyes right here!) But I handled it with gusto and calm, then we began again with baking..this time modifying to what we knew would happen. Overall it was a great experience. Most importantly, Matteo loved them.
That's all that matters, right?! Right.
Saturday, June 5, 2010
Is it always cold in Estes? Or is it just me?
Picture it....winter in Estes Park, 1997ish.
Friday, June 4, 2010
Blog Challenge
Wednesday, June 2, 2010
Rewind: 35th Birthday
Tuesday, June 1, 2010
Where's Raelynn-do?
There's so much for me to share with you in my life. But it still must wait.
Hang tight, friends, I'll be back soon. Before you know it!!!!
HOPEFULLY ANYWAY!!